I feel like . . .

Tuesday, July 31, 2007
I feel like …

. . . having a waffle ice cream while watching the people go about their busy life. . .

. . . rotting at home, watching all the cable programmes, and sleep . . .

. . . going places, seeing the world, doing something else except accounting . . .

. . . going on a shopping spree, and buy lots of stuff . . .

. . . going for a nice pedicure . . .

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A visit to the Doc (Part II)

Sunday, July 29, 2007
Saw the doc on Friday.

Not really good news as the actual situation was worse than what he thought.

Asked me how i felt during the week - nothing.

After going through the results, i can only be thankful that it is not cancer.

thankful that i discovered it now and not ten years later, when my kids would be like only ten years old.

scheduled to go for a minor op somewhere in August ... trust that everything will be well as my heavenly father is looking after me.

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An interesting reading

Saturday, July 28, 2007
God the Father - Galaxy Maker
Marcellino D'Ambrosio

Many world religions have been around for a long time. Some believe in one God. All teach the gist of the Ten Commandments.

But in a few respects, Christianity is absolutely unique. That the supreme Being is not just King of the Universe or Master but Father, that He desires a close, familiar relationship with Him, this you dont find anywhere outside the teaching of Jesus.



This shocking intimacy with the Galaxy Maker is made possible only by Christs death and resurrection. Through faith and baptism, our old self, cut off from God, dies with Christ on the cross. We begin a new life in Christ. It is no longer I who live, but Christ Who lives in me (Gal 2:20). Jesus shares everything with us, since we are now members of His body. He shares with us His own righteousness, so we are forgiven every one of our sins (Col 2:13-14). He even shares with us His Father. So when He teaches us to pray, were told to address God as He does, as Abba.



To call God Father does not mean to say, of course, that He is an old man with a white beard. Only the second person of the Blessed Trinity wedded Himself to a male human nature in the womb of Mary. The Father and the Holy Spirit are pure Spirit and transcend male and female, masculine and feminine (CCC 239). This is no new insight brought to Christianity by the feminist movement. It has always been taught that the word Father applied to God is used by way of analogy. Analogies tell us something very true despite being imperfect. Until recently, the father was recognized by Western society as origin, head and provider of the family. To call the first person of the Trinity Father means that He is the origin and transcendent authority of all and cares for the needs of all.



But we all instinctively know that a father who pays the bills and barks orders is not enough. We expect a dad to have an intimate, affectionate relationship with his children, to spend quality time with them. To call God Father means, then, that He is near to us, intimately concerned with us, fond of us, even crazy about us. He is not the distant, clockmaker God of Thomas Jefferson and the Deists. This aloof God of the philosophers created the world to run by virtue of its own natural laws so that he could withdraw and occupy himself with more interesting pursuits.



No, the God Whom Jesus calls Father cares about us and knows us intimately. Every hair on your head is numbered (Mat 10:30). He loves us more than we love ourselves and knows us better than we know ourselves. He tells us to ask Him for our daily bread which stands for all that we need to grow physically and spiritually. Lukes version of the Lords Prayer (Lk 11:2-4) leaves out Thy will be done, but it is implied in Thy kingdom come. Gods kingdom means God having His way, not necessarily us getting our way.



Sometimes God gives us exactly what we ask for because this corresponds with what is best for us and everybody (His will always involves this). But we know that sometimes our kids ask for things that may be appealing at first glance, but really are ultimately not Gods best. Abraham asked that Sodom be spared for the sake of the innocent. But God saw that it would be best to get Abrahams righteous cousins out of Sodom and destroy the city to protect humanity from its predatory violence. So Abraham got what he really wanted, but not the way he wanted it (Gen 18:20ff).



God wants us to pray relentlessly for our needs and the needs of others. He is always listening. But He listens through our words to hear the true desire of our hearts. And that is what He gives us. It may come wrapped in some unexpected packaging. And it may take some time. But it comes. After all, Hes our Father.

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0.79cm…

Monday, July 23, 2007
It’s only 0.79cm but there is already heart beat!

God’s creation is really amazing.

Please help to pray for my friend and his family that everything will be alright!

Looking forward to see a baby in the next 8-9 mths =)

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An evening with the SSO ...

Sunday, July 22, 2007
Thanks to my company for sponsoring a charity event, we were given tickets to attend a concert by the SSO on thursday ...

Dearie was supposed to go with me but he has to do OT at the last minute.

Dun want to waste the tickets, I asked Anya if she would like to go with me.

It was my first time INSIDE the Esplande concert hall - the interior was really very nice. and the music that night was entertaining. i tot the conductor was like a magician, making melodious music with each hand gesture... also, there is a soprano ... her singing .... phew! powerful! ...

yes, i enjoyed myself thoroughly ...

half way through the concert, a super cute man caught my attention - i tot he looked like brad pitt ... then shortly after, anya also commented that there is a cute man at the back of the group ... haha ... we both agreed that he looked like brad pitt ... but we couldn't get to see more of his cute face as he was blocked by the conductor ... haha

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A visit to the doctor

The doc asked "aren't you glad that this is discovered now and not later?"

Well, I was like, "ya but last week was a nerve-wrecking one for me..."

hmm, thanks to my friends who are praying for me and are concerned abt my health.

I am OK ... actually, after worrying for two days last week, I felt that there is nothing I can do. So I just lift it all to my Almighty God to take care of things for me.

He is indeed faithful ... i felt lots of peace and by being really focusing on my daily life, for all the blessings that He gives me each day.

p.s need to go back for another appointment with the doc on Friday...

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Moses & Me

Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Read Exodus and saw how Moses was ‘bargaining’ with God when God wanted him to lead his fellow men out of Egypt …

While reading, I thought it was a rather comical scene…

Just barely 5 minutes ago, my choir spiritual leader asked me if I can help her … and like Moses, questions surfaced.

‘eh, what am I suppose to do?’

‘my knowledge of songs is very limited lei, I cannot even memorize lyrics … ‘

@ this point, I remembered Moses telling God that he is not a very articulate person and may not be able to convey the message … nonetheless, God said the He will guide Him.

Anyway, I asked what I need to do … and I think I can do it la …

: )

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An enjoyable day

Monday, July 16, 2007
Yes, I had an enjoyable day yesterday …

Dearie drove me all over woodlands to look for a hamster … couldn't find any that I liked. I tot he wanted to drive me home but he turned to Lot One, and there I bought my pet hamster .. hmm, he/she shall be called marshmallow =)

Evening, we had a family gathering –a BBQ at my place. Invited my long lost cousins … time flies … we used to play together when we were kiddos but now, they have all grown tall – eh, I am the eldest and the shortest amongst them! Haha and they all have girlfriends now (ok, except one of my brothers haha). I also drank ashahi beer (yea, been having craving for beer probably due to over exposure to XP … haha! It’s nice!)

My dad gave me an ang bao (wa lau, I felt happy and embarrassed to be receiving a red packet from him…. First time he gave me ang bao on my bdae!) haha

Hmm, I am so blessed : ) … but really, after been hanging around for 28 years, nothing beats more than having good health and family members around you …

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Birthday Wishes

Birthday wishes … …

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Happy birthday again in the year of the PIG… kekeke…
(received on 14/7/07) [Sarah]

Yo, good morning, big gal oreadie! May all your wishes come true …
[Sarah]

Happy Birthday Cecilia.. wishin u a yr of Happiness, good health, wealth & great success in ur career! Have fun!!
[Eric]

God bless u gd health n happiness on your birthday.
[Francis]

Gal happy birthday
[ah val – yea, all the way from Shanghai .. haha]

Happy birthday, my long lost friend!
[LKY – yes, my classmate back in JC!]

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

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Trust in Him ...

Thursday, July 12, 2007
Last Sunday, we had a 'spiritual session' for choir ... mainly just reflection, sharing and p&w ... during the reflection, we were asked - how have we trusted God? How are we making use of our talents etc ...

I did not share openly but I was thankful for God's providence for us this year ... there were so many things happening - new life, new status, new responsibilities, a letter from a contractor, risk of getting our house infested with ticks, my car accident, my work environment and job scope ... all these, I lifted up to Him to help me through. I felt peace of mind when I did just that ... I am able to walk on better ...

But now, faced with another unknown, I am having mixed feelings. I know I have to be strong ... I should not jump the gun ... I am just hoping that everything will be well...

Lord knows best and He is watching over me ... Thank you Lord.

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Happy tots!

Tuesday, July 10, 2007
I really enjoyed looking at tinydot.org ... I can feel so much love in his photos - love between man and woman, love between the family members etc ... it's a good way to destress for me ...

Looking back and counting, it's coming to nine months ... in another 3 months, we will be staying in intercon again *coz that's the anniversary!* haha

Really thankful for these time... the journey has not always been smooth sailing but it is definitely enriching! =)


p.s this photo is taken by me (in case u think it belonged to tinydot. haha)

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On my way to Esplanade library ...







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Quotation

Be humble. Trust always and a great deal in divine Providence; never never must you let yourselves be discouraged, despite contrary winds.

- Saint Pauline of the Agonizing Heart of Jesus (1865-1942)


Life is full of surprises - good and bad... whatever they are, just walk on.

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F.O.R.T.I.T.U.D.E

Friday, July 06, 2007
FORTITUDE ....

This word came to me when I accidentally 'gate-crash' a rosary session on Tuesday while the man was reciting one of the decade (can't remember which).

Things have been unfolding to me since last week (or maybe even before last week?) and I am making plans to take flight

Somehow, at the back of my mind, something tells me that I shouldn't be doing that...

Then I was chit chatting with Francis ... told him about my latest "joke of the day", told him my plans ... he gave me his 2 cents and the word fortitude came to me again...

Hmmm, what's the meaning of fortitude. I searched and found this:- Strength of mind that allows one to endure pain or adversity with courage.

hmmm, sort of ties in with the Psalm 33 that I read on Wednesday ....

Yes God, what must I do? Can you show me the way?

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Dancing King is coming to TOWN!

Thursday, July 05, 2007
Wheeee..... the most handsome man is coming to town on 1/9/2007!!!

I am going to watch his concert with my friends =)

Looking really forward to seeing him dance and flex those sexy muscles! So shuai *Drool*

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Praise of God's Power & Providence

Wednesday, July 04, 2007
Psalm 33

Let all the earth fear the Lord;
Let all who dwell in the world show reverence.

For he spoke, and it came to be,
commanded, and it stood in place.

The Lord foils the plan of nations,
frustrates the designs of peoples.
But the plan of the Lord stands
forever,
wise designs through all generations.

Happy the nation whose God is the Lord,
the people chosen as his very own

Psalm 33, 8-12

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Time flies ....


The group of Romans (with God Parents) whom God had called 2 years ago.

In a twinkling of an eye, two years just swept past us ... It felt like only yesterday when we sat in the class, not knowing each other really well, carrying our own baggage to class, not really knowing what to share etc ...

Over time, I have seen how most of us have changed - for the better ... God's love is really powerful and He heals all wounds - emotional, physical etc ...

It also seems like time stood still for us when we were going through the two-year process. All our energy, attention are on the process ...

After our baptism, it seems like we are all sent to go on a different path.

Some are busier with work (not because they want to but because things turn out like that), some went on to further their studies ...

Our weekly group gathering became smaller and smaller... maybe it is meant to be this way ...

Anyway, I am thankful for the beautiful journey that I had gone through ... and I am looking forward for what lies ahead ... Thanks be to God

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A picture says a million words

Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Dear friends .... do check out this site - super duper nice and touching pics

http://www.tinydot.org/

For friends who are thinking of getting married, can consider him - not sure of his rates though - I only knew abt his site from a friend's friend. =)

http://www.tinydotphotography.com/

arrrrrgh ..... that special day .... brings back sweet memories ... =)

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